I haven't written for awhile.  I have had a lot of new things happening in my life.  Things are good and I am really happy right now.  I have a job!!!!  I'm going on vacation!!! And life is just dandy.  Today I helped move a friend it took awhile but everything went well.  They have to move more later but we got the most of it.  Mainly furniture is what is left. 

So I went to Cali for my music and met with Capital Records.  Well....they loved me!!!  They hooked me up with a guy who is known all throughout the business.  He is finding me a producer to get my demo ready to give to the bosses so they will sign me.  Everything is great and I hope it all ends just as great if not better.  Thats about all for now.

Kiss Kiss

So long ago I never thought you would let me in

So long ago I never thought you would care

So long ago I never thought you would be with me

So long ago I never thought you would love me

Today you did

And tomorrow you will

In three words you did it all

I Love You

Questions to think about.

Why do people hate?

I have wondered about this question for awhile.  I have come to jealousy, betrayal, dishonesty, and hardship.  People will hate others because they have something/one that they want.  People hate because the other person backstabbed them.  People hate because another lied to them.  Some people even hate because their life is harder than others.  What is wrong with these reasons?  Number one is that hate is such a strong word.  To hate something is to completely dislike something with such force that you could never even see their point.  People don't understand the word hate.  They use it as an everyday word.  I have been guilty of this as well.  A year ago is when I realized the meaning of people and the word hate.  I wanted to hate so much as well.  Then I thought, "I will be the same as so many others hating."  I will admit I do not like some people, however, I would never say I hate anyone.  For me to hate anyone is the same as hating myself.  I feel sorry for people who hate because then they can never be happy until things they don't agree with are what they wanted in the first place (whether or not they are right).  I'm in a sorority from my old college where I had to deal with hatred.  Girls wanted positions and didn't get them.  Even if a girl wanted a room in the house and didn't get it for whatever reason it was always another girls fault.  Either the other girl was prettier, smarter, older, or whatever the reason was in the girls head.  The funny thing was even when thy were caught their excuse was always oh I was told to do.  So now you have no brain.  Even better of an excuse.  I love that one.  So I wonder- why do people hate? 

Why do people love?

BECAUSE IT FEELS DARN GOOD!!!!

So I received a call from New Jersey Thursday.  They are still interested in my music.  I am nervous, excited and scarred.  A year ago I thought everything was going down stream, but man are things crazy in life.  My first full demo of original songs is finally finished.  We have 12 songs on it.  I don't know how I feel about some of the songs, but they are all different genres so I can't complain too much.  My voice just doesn't work with every type of music (which is a duh).  If anyone wants to help support my career the cds are 10 dollars.  Sorry had to plug. hehe

Well no more to say, just having a lazy day.  Again if you visit my site, please leave a comment you are checking out my site for some purpose might as well talk.

kiss kiss

Tears may fall far from your eyes

Gulps of breath may be all that you feel

Hope may be all that you don't

Look past

See out

Change is never bad it is new

Don't fear the new

Open your eyes to all that could be because of a change

Don't forget the past

Don't let it take you over

write, draw, sing, scream, dance, anything

Let it out loud

Shout to the highest

"I LOVE ME"

One day you will wake up and trully believe it

Believe in life and everything one and thing involved within it

Bad people teach you to iseabove the jealous and weak minded

Good people teach you that they do exsist in this world

They are here to remind you that there is good

Smile and wake up everyday like it is the first

And remember:

No matter what always have an umbrella